Ive learned that sometimes the things that tear you apart put you back together. I take nothing for granted, and I believe the things that I have now are from pure luck. I let my life slip away from me, but I got it back before it could get me. I have absolutely no regrets but only thanks to everyone I have came into contact with for these short 19 years I have lived. I truly believe every small encounter I have made has made me exactly who I am right now. As cheesy as that may sound I believe it is nothing but the truth. You can put blinders on in life and walk around seeing every situation as you would wish it to be, or you can take the blinders off and discover the beauty you could never see because you were hiding behind the reality you made for yourself.
There’s points in your life that you completely erase. You pretend they aren’t there. But they are, they are there. They’re not in the pit of your stomach where you hid them. They are as alive as you are. They are breathing and walking around in your mind. You can forget, until you remember.
Dreams aren’t much really, or at least to me they’re not. I see them as things we want, but we never think about, or we’re scared to think about. Our lives as we want them come to life as we sleep. We see the things we wish we had, the people who have faded out of our lives as quickly as the come in. You see, in my dreams I see you,who I wish you could’ve been. But it was only a dream, and like I said, they aren’t much really.
One day I will write about everyone I have ever met, and the world will listen.I don’t know when it will be, but I can almost be sure it will be the most amazing book anyone has ever touched.
I hope one day, someone, somewhere will read my blog that is important, and let me write a book. But, until then I will write to my 15 followers about everyone I hate! Holla!
Don’t waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head, I miss you. Where are you, and I’m so sorry. I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight.
In life people see ups and downs, it’s cliche but cliche is often true. Sometimes the bad guy comes out winning, and the hero in the cape comes out lying on the ground clinging to life. But, in this story the Hero came out strong. We untangled the bad guy from us. We went out on a limb, and we came out alive. Infact, we came out more than alive than we have ever been. Days are calmer now, and we no longer have the stresses of yesterday. My mom will no longer have control over our lives, and though it may seem harsh she deserves everything she is getting now. You must break before you ever find hope. All I know now is I’m finally free, and life has meaning again.
(via makemestfu)
Oh, you have 3G in Harrogate now? That’s cool, little kids are starving next door to you. Good for you!
